What Was Here In Me

Now I can't remember what it said

I've been robbed, I feel like my emotions were just torn out of me, jagged skin and so much blood everywhere

And there you were

You are my first thought and last thought of every day, when I'm with you and when I'm without you all I think of is you
Everything I breathe is you

All that you are - I worship

What we have I cant ever lose, I cant see and end to it and I pray that it never stops, falters, changes or fades, I'd be a broken person without you, you're under my skin and if you go my skin wont fit anymore and so that would have to go too and that can't happen cause without my skin I'd die

I haven't been through this before, you and this.. its brand new to me, and its not a fleeting moment, a rapid momentaneous association of things that meet and pass ..its what I want and what I need, and I cant let go of it, its my future and if you want it then you're my future, thats what I want.. . its all I can think about

Before I was unstable material but you helped me to become constant, you're my stabilizers even though I think I would be a tricycle, you've helped me to remember myself and realise that love isn't just a misconception resulting from incorrect reasoning ..

I don't know what it is that you do, but what it is I know that I need it and I need you

(and for all that you did over the weekend, thank you so much, its truly appreciated, please don't think that it goes unnoticed because it doesn't and it means so much to me)