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lets go for a drink, take me on a date
stumble over your words
did i make you nervous
your so clumsy it makes me laugh
i feel sorry for you but its so funny
so i smile and whistle
so i whistle
do you ever wake up and remember
about the worst thing you said last night
made a fool of yourself it couldnt be worse
hide you head under your covers
screw your eyes tightly shut
or go grab another vodka
drink until its gone or you could
whistle
i always whistle

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you take pictures of my emotions
and i take shoot to shoot
my shadow stays home to reflect
and i take shoot to shoot

and i lie again but its to myself as well
i dont feel so good so il stay in bed

i dont look like how i used to look
and you dont sound the same
and we dance without meaning
but we've just got to dance

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i had to remove myself from everything
take away so things can begin
im not comfy
im so awkward
its not meant to be like this

so take a breath
make for the start line
run faster, hey;
you can beat your art out
blue and green
we're calm and its serene
trouble never started the trouble never started

you take away, its lies for the liar
black and grey, thanks for the colour
eyes are getting sharper
my eyes are tired
we arent meant to be like this (are we?)

so take a breath (scream)
make for the start line
run faster, hey;
you can beat your art out
blue and green
we're calm and its serene
trouble never started the trouble never started

take me away
i wasnt ready for this
we dont want to get involved anymore
i dont want to be a part of this this anymore
talk around talk around talk around talk around
shout

so take a breath
make for the start line
run faster, hey;
you can beat your art out
blue and green
we're calm and its serene
trouble never started (tell me) trouble never started

i heard you sleeping (things can get better)
i heard you sleeping (can we get better)
i heard you sleeping (things can get better)
i heard you sleeping (things can get better)

We gotta Panda

I forgot to say that we aquired a Panda whilst we were holidaying in Wales last September, hes stinky

But hes cool

his name is Panda Jack

So a new is a new

So so its been a while
Im scratching the old parts of this blog with an update:
Ash <3 Daz = fiances =]
going to berlin next week
been to cyprus for xmas and was snorkeling on my 24th bday
seeing general fiasco soon and dan le sac vs scroobius pip
im having an almost quarter life crisis - i feel old and bored

Day 1 in Cyprus

So today is my first day back in Cyprus and away from my babe.. sad :(
I'm missing you loads and loads like you wouldn't believe and every second away from you is killing me
Just the one night away from you that I've spent so far here (thousands and thousands of miles apart) has made me realise just how much you mean to me and what a massive impact you've made on my life

You mean so much to me and I care about you so much, I'm sorry this is going to have to be fairly brief as I'm going to have to go off to our next meeting (had 2 so far)

I'm literally counting the hours until I can see you again and I can't wait for when I get back and we spend the weekend together :) YAY

AND AND AND I'm really really looking forward to us going on holiday in November or December, its going to be amazing having you all to myself for a whole week!! (or even better 10 days ;) )

You're the most amazing guy I've ever met and I love you with all my heart and soul

Can't wait to see you again baby (Keep Daz warm for me, he likes lots of hugs - especially bed hugs)


XXX

A Week in Words

So I've been very very busy this week and havent had time to post on here, I'll do a quick rundown of my adventures

Monday: Working in London on induction to LUS, was so tired travelling on the train there and back
Tuesday: In London again, travelled the tubes all day long answering questions on trains and the passengers... yawn
Wednesday: London again, slept all the way there on the train went to Vauxhall to get my entry permit from Atkins.. got home at a reasonable time though, my babe went out with my dad for drinks, really missed his stinky ass
Thurday: London yet again this time at the Northumberland Park Depot, went underneath a train and sat in an important meeting for a few hours, it was actually the most interesting day of work I've ever done while working at Bombardier.. hmmm is being interested in the trains and how they work geeky?? Got the staff train back to Kings Cross with Jack, when I got home chilled out with my babe :) yay got a bit of quality time in, hardly seen him all week
Friday: In Derby today.. finished at 1 so not too bad, spent lots and lots of time with Daz GOD I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.. hehe I was a bit drunk
Sat: Just dossed around for most of the day then went out to town and Daz met Tree and got the thumbs up... YAY not surprised though as he is pretty amazing!
Sunday: Well thats today, Daz is getting a shower cause he wreaks and then I think we're going to IKEA! mmmm hotdog... only I've already eaten half a pizza and had a pint of Oreo milkshake and I'm feeling positively sick lol so will have to see how it all pans out

I'm in York at a seminar at the university on "The Intelligent Railway" from Weds to Friday this week.. don't want to go cause I know I'm really really going to miss Daz shit loads, I know I'm sad... but I really will, I don't like spending unneccesary time away from him, :(

Anyways I need to get ready now...